October 2010
thinking I’m going to fly on by on the wings if an angel. little did I know that it would be fate disguised as happiness cheating me out of the little happiness and joy think I deserve. I can’t have anything and I’m starting to wonder if I deserve nothing. Will I be like this for the rest of my life? will the tears fall endlessly and forever stain my face? will I never know the feeling of a full heart instead of just a half of a one. can I have a break? I’d like to live a life where I’m in control and where I don’t have to worry about those opinions around me. lord carry me away. do your work and please, just let me have a feeling of normality.
I know what you said. I’m just waiting to hear it from someone who means it.
I probably wouldn’t be this way
I probably wouldn’t hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh You left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it’s like I’m losing touch
Sometimes I feel that I’m so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment’s grace
‘Cause if I’d never seen your face
I probably wouldn’t be this way
</3
he has a girlfriend. game over for me -__- I never get anything. every guy who has ever “liked” me was all either: a joke, a dare, someone paid them, they never spoke to me again, or they got a girl pregnant. NOW they lead me on and date someone else. yeah, thanks. I hate my life.
how before tumblr got into the public eye, the most popular post had a few thousand notes. now, they have 20,000+ -__- it’s devaluing the post and its originality.